it hurts so much so fucking pain. i tot the worst day had passed and we can talk to each other and sms like how we are like in the past.. but the nightmare came...
not that i'm not trying to move on, i tried but nothing works..
i know i shouldn't waste my time or rather ur time but...
u dun know how it felt for suddenly whole day phone never ring at all...
i really did tried to give up.. even the friendster holoscope says move on and forget the past
but whenever i tried to, it always reminds me of the past.. i know u r hurting too and dun wish
to drag on any further.. at least.. the v least.. would u slowly disappear from my life than
you suddenly disappear? i dun wish to forget you... but i dun have the right to make the
choice for you..

memories of you will live in my deepest heart...
i miss you..