hi.. first of all, happy birthday to gin eng, 19/11/08 happy 16th birthday. it was fun ton today.
next.. some sad matters to me so.. yah, dun read if u dun wan to.
messages have been rather cold from tat day onwards. i really wanted to ask if you still love me but i'm really scared of hearing the truth. after receiving the type of message again today.
i must learn to give up, get use to not having you around. i might sounds like a fool but i'm just going to say it out. it was an unforgetable relationship, i will bury it in my deepest heart..
i might be sort of loner now becos i dun think my phone will ring, have no one to sms to chat with.
i dun wish to say this but.. get a better boy then me.....
just now ton, sing 2 hours of song with kang,yong and oge.. and we wrote some words tat is from our heart on 620 wall. as we r singing one song. we said out the words we wrote.. tears started to roll down again... i'm sorry. i didn't manage to handle dis relationship well enough. i can't forget you.
but i won't be a burden to you, won't be holding you back again by my selfishness. girl. i love you...


Jackson.