I'm back here feeling down..
my heart still aches, the pain is still there.
my eye is swollen and red but still have the urge to cry it all out.
no matter what i do, it will remind me of you.
be it when buying daily needs when i saw the chocolates you like to eat,
be it when eating dinner, heard other people ordering lemon tea,
be it when the car drove pass the swimming pool which remind me
of me and you played at wild wild wet,
be it when i open my drawer to put my things, saw the box where i kept your letters,
be it when i'm outside wearing the T-shirt that you bought for me on my birthday,
be it when i'm taking bus, my hand will be over your neck for you sleep and reply on,
be it when i'm ironing my school uniform, remind me of the time when i lend you my
uniform for a performance,
be it when i'm packing my clothes, saw the former shirt you bought for me,
be it when i'm wearing the belt you gave me,
be it when i'm paying money, using the wallet you gave me,
be it when i look into the mirror, the fringe which you lend me money to reborn,
be it when i'm cooking noodles, when i'll cook extra one more plate for you,
be it when i open the fridge, saw the egg which i will make you egg-cheese sandwich,
be it when i bath, i will put the ring at the side,
be it when i blog, you will always ask me to update,
be it when i'm playing basketball, i'll think of you waiting for me and looking at me,
be it when i play lan, you will wait for me and sms me,
be it when i sleep, the sweet message that you send me,
be it when i'm walking pass people, saying bukit panjang when i will sent you home,
be it when it's 7pm when you need to reach home,
be it when i'm sad, you will be there for me to answer my sadness,
baby.... i really can't live without you.. i really wanna have you back
babygirl... i love you.... would you still be there for me?
i don't dare to love without you..