Sorry love, ):
Just now I'm really feeling very upset ovr stuffs,
tht's why I asked you to call me.
But I didn't tell you I'm feeling upset.
Idk how to tell you, only hope you can sense it by yourself.
I don't feel like talking, idk why.
I don't feel like smsing, idk why.
Partly because my this month's bill alrdy bao,
and partly because 1 phone call = 1o smses.
& I really have to learn how to survive w/o my phone ):
In th end, we ended up attiude-ing each other ovr th phone.
I know, sometimes I still couldn't give you 1oo% security
I don't want t make you believe that I would stay forever,
When, one day, Idk whn, I would still leave you.
" Everything still ends w death " ):
I really dw hurt you, or myself ):
I couldn't allow myself to trust tht love won't fade, feelings won't change.
Because one day, it will. And th hurt will be unbearable.
All I can do now, is cherish you and th time being w you.
I love my dear ♥
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